School Library Journal Review
Gr 8 Up-Cartoonist Kaye, who is transgender, reveals the many ups and downs of starting hormone replacement in this collection of strips from her webcomic Up and Out. In a "Before" section, she writes about her life before fully understanding her identity and transitioning, which helps ground the short, disconnected comics. The strips begin four months into Kaye's decision to take hormones, and express her joy and excitement along with her impatience, frustration, dysphoria, and internalized transphobia. She describes moving home, changing her name, and coming out and explores self-image, reactions from others, misgendering, and more. Kaye shares many affirming experiences such as her parents using the right pronouns, her forays into trying out different clothes and makeup, and her reminders that she is valid no matter how she looks or is perceived, but never shies away from moments of frustration or self-loathing. The strips are like reading a diary-raw, honest, emotional, and not always uplifting. While Kaye's feelings are complicated, she is ultimately hopeful. The simple line drawings add warmth and whimsy to the small snippets of text. Though Kaye focuses on her experiences as an adult, teens will relate to her reflections on identity and acceptance. VERDICT An important and accessible work, especially given that relatively few books tackle the process of transitioning.-Amanda MacGregor, Parkview Elementary School, Rosemount, MN © Copyright 2018. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.
Publisher's Weekly Review
Cartoonist and Disney artist Kaye's debut collection is a series of complementary contradictions: blunt yet precise; straightforward but nuanced; simple but beautiful. A collection of Kaye's first autobiographical strips from her once-absurdist, now rawly honest webcomic Up and Out, this work follows Kaye, a transgender woman, through part of her tumultuous first year on hormone replacement therapy and the social, physical, and mental shifts that accompanied that change. Reading what is effectively Kaye's diary, it's nearly impossible not to empathize with her story, especially given her wide-eyed, inviting style of cartooning, which recalls elements of Bill Amend's Foxtrot. Over five months' worth of strips, readers witness Kaye deal with an estranged family member, acclimate to new pronouns, heal and grow from a breakup, and develop a greater appreciation of her own unique beauty. Regardless of a reader's own orientation or identity, there are universal points of recognition and inspiration in Kaye's frank and open telling. While repackaged web strips don't always translate well to book form, the accumulation of quotidian moments creates a greater whole in this volume. Kaye skillfully and effectively relates the daily indignities borne by trans women and the triumphs and quiet joys as well. Her tenacity in this hopeful story will be resonant for readers going through personal transitions of many kinds. (May) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
Library Journal Review
After years of discomfort and doubt, Kaye (Disney TV Animation's Big City Greens) found solace in documenting her journey of transitioning as a trans woman through creating art. Told in black-and-white comic strips that originally appeared in the webcomic Up and Out, her story begins four months into receiving hormone replacement therapy and covers most of the following year. In a simple yet engaging style, the illustrations provide a series of snapshots: moments as ordinary as shopping for new clothes and as profound as learning to recognize one's own reflection. As with Sabrina Symington's First Year Out: A Transition Story, readers get a look into the transition process, from hormone pills to face-laser appointments, yet it's the emotional impact that comes through the strongest. An introduction describes the author's life leading up to transition, while a letter to her younger self concludes the volume on a note of affirmation. Verdict Kaye's deeply personal account serves as a universal guide to perseverance and strength. For those contemplating gender transition or currently transitioning as well as anyone seeking a greater understanding of the physical and emotional cost involved in the process.-Chris Kretz, Southampton Lib., Stony Brook Univ., NY © Copyright 2018. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.
