Unclaimed
By Courtney Milan
Harlequin Enterprises Limited
Copyright © 2000-2011
Harlequin Enterprises Limited
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ISBN: 978-0-373-77603-0
Chapter One
London
June, 1841
Sir Mark Turner did not look like any virgin that Jessica had ever seen before.
Perhaps, she mused, it was because he was surrounded by women.
The uneven glass of the taproom window obscured the tableau unfolding across the
street. Not that she would have been able to see anything, even had she been
standing in the muck of the road. After all, it had taken less than a minute for
the mob to form. The instant Sir Mark had come out the door across the way, a
carriage had come to an abrupt halt. A pair of young ladies had spilled out,
tugged along by an eager chaperone. Two elderly matrons, strolling along the
gangway, had laid eyes on him a few moments later and darted in front of a cart
with surprising speed.
The oldest woman now had one clawed hand on the cuff of his greatcoat and the
other on her cane—and she was merely the most aggressive of his
hangers-on. Sir Mark was thronged on all sides by women ... and the occasional
man, sporting one of those ridiculous blue rose cockades on his hat. Jessica
could see nothing of him through the crowd but the gray of his coat and a glint
of golden hair. Still, she could imagine him flashing that famous smile
reproduced in woodcuts in all the newspapers: a confident, winning grin, as if
he were aware that he was the most sought-after bachelor in London.
Jessica had no desire to join the throng around Sir Mark. She had no autograph
book to wave at him, and the likes of her wouldn't have been welcomed in any
event.
Sir Mark handled the crowd well. He didn't bask in the attention, as the men of
Jessica's acquaintance might have done. Neither did he shrink from the pressing
women. Instead, he ordered them about with an air of gentle
command—signing the little books with a pencil he produced from a pocket,
shaking hands—all the while making his way inexorably toward the street
corner, where a carriage stood.
When Jessica thought of virgins, she imagined youths plagued by red spots or
youngsters who wore thick spectacles and spoke with a stammer. She didn't think
of blond men with clean-shaven, angular faces. She certainly didn't imagine tall
fellows whose smiles lit up the dark, rainy street. It all went to show: Jessica
knew nothing of virgins.
Hardly a surprise. She'd not spoken to a single one, not in all her years in
London.
Beside her, George Weston let out a snort. "Look at him," he scoffed. "He's
acting like a damned jackanapes—parading up and down the street as if he
owned the place."
Jessica traced her finger against the window. In point of fact, Sir Mark's
brother, newly the Duke of Parford,
did own half the buildings on the
street. It would annoy Weston if she corrected him, and so for a moment, she
considered doing so.
But then, Sir Mark's presence was irritation enough. Some days, it seemed as if
every society paper in London sent out a new issue every time he sneezed. Not
much of an exaggeration. How many times had she passed post-boys waving scandal
sheets, headlines a half-page high declaring:
Sir Mark: Threatened by
Illness?
"He must think," Weston continued, "that just because his brother is a
duke—" he spat those words "—and the Queen has shown him a little
favor, that he can caper about, displacing everyone who stands as his better.
Did you know they're considering him for Commissioner?"
Jessica slanted him another glance. No; no need to rile the man. He could work
himself into a lather without any help from her, and for now, she still needed
him.
"He's never had to try for anything," Weston groused. "It just falls in his lap.
And here I've been running myself ragged, trying to put myself forward.
Lefevre's spot was practically
promised to me. But no—now it's
Turner's for the asking."
Sir Mark reached his carriage. He smiled to one and all. Even inside the
taproom, Jessica could hear the cries of disappointment as a footman closed the
carriage door.
"I don't understand how he became such a darling of London society," Weston
vented. "Would you believe that they've tapped him for the office not because he
has any administrative experience, but because they wish to increase public
approval? Why everyone cares about
him, I can't understand. He's
unwilling to engage in even the most time-honored gentlemanly pursuits."
By which Weston undoubtedly meant drinking and wenching.
"He wrote a book." Jessica pressed her hands against her skirt. Understatement
served her purposes better than truth. "It has enjoyed a run of some little
popularity."
"Don't start on the bloody
Gentleman's Guide," Weston growled. "And
don't mention the bloody MCB, either. That man is a
plague on my house."
Before Sir Mark's conveyance could spirit him away, the footmen had to politely
clear the crowd from in front of the horses. The carriage was closed, but
through a window on the side that faced her, Jessica could see Sir Mark's
silhouette. He removed his hat and bowed his head. It was a posture halfway
between despair and exhaustion.
So. All those smiles and handshakes were false. Good. A man who put on one false
front would put on another, and if all his vaunted moral superiority was an act,
it would make Jessica's work very, very easy. Besides, if Sir Mark despaired
over a little thing like a mob determined to pay him adulation, he deserved what
was coming to him. One paid a price for popularity.
And Sir Mark's book had been very popular indeed. The Queen had read it, and had
knighted its author for his contribution to popular morality. Thereafter, his
work had been read in all the favored salons in London. Every Sunday sermon
quoted passages from the
Gentleman's Guide. Why, just last month, a
diminutive version had been printed, so that women could carry his words about
in their skirt pockets—or in intimate compartments sewn into their
petticoats for just that purpose.
There was something rather ironic, Jessica thought, about proper young ladies
carrying
A Gentleman's Practical Guide to Chastity as near to their
naked thighs as they could manage.
But women were not his only devotees. Some days, it seemed as if half the men of
London had joined that benighted organization of his followers. They were
everywhere on the streets these days, with their blue cockades and their
supposedly secret hand signals. Sir Mark had done the impossible. He'd made
chastity
popular.
Beside her, Weston watched with narrowed eyes as the carriage finally started
up. The coachman flicked his whip, and the conveyance moved slowly through the
gathered crowd. He shook his head and turned to consider Jessica. It was only in
her imagination that his eyes left a rancid, oily film behind.
"I don't suppose you asked me here just so I could talk about the insufferable
Mark Turner." His eyes fell to her bosom in idle, lecherous speculation. "I told
you you'd miss me, Jess. Come. Tell me about this ... this
proposition
of yours."
He took her arm; she gritted her teeth at the touch of his fingers and managed
not to flinch.
She hated that appellation.
Jess sounded like a falcon's leash, as if
she were captured and hooded and possessed by him. She'd hated it ever since she
realized she
had been pinioned—tamed, taught commands and trotted
out on the occasions when he needed to make use of her. But she had hardly been
in a position to object to his use of it.
Someday. Someday soon. It was not a promise she made as he led her to
the table in the back room. It was a last breath of hope, whispered into
darkness.
Jessica sat in the chair that Weston pulled up for her.
Six months ago, she'd sent him on his way. She'd thought she would never have to
see him again. If her plan succeeded now, she would not have to. She would be
free from Weston and London ... and this life in its entirety.
Weston took his seat at the head of the table. Jessica stared across at him. She
had never loved him, but for a while, he had been tolerable. Neither generous
nor overly demanding. He had kept her safe and clothed. She hadn't needed to
pretend too hard; he'd not wanted her false protestations of affection.
"Well, Jess," Weston said. "Shall I ring for tea?"
At the words, her hands clenched around the sticky wood of the taproom table.
She could feel each of her breaths, sharp inside her lungs. They labored in the
cavern of her breast, as if she were climbing to the top of a tower. For just an
instant, she felt as if she
had ascended some great height—as if
this man was a small, distant specimen, viewed from on high. Reality seemed very
far away.
What she managed to say was: "No tea."
"Oh." He glanced at her sidelong. "Ha. Right. I'd forgotten entirely. You're not
still put out over
that, are you?"
She had always thought that the life of a courtesan would take its toll slowly
over time. That she might tolerate it for at least a decade to come, before her
beauty slowly faded into age.
But no. Six months ago, her life had become unbearable over the course of one
cup of tea. She didn't respond, and he sighed, slouching in his chair.
"Well, then. What is it you want?" he asked.
What she wanted sounded so simple. When she went outside, she wanted to feel the
sunlight against her face.
She hadn't realized how bad matters had become until the first sunny day of
spring had arrived. She'd gone outdoors—had been chivied outside, in fact,
by a friend—to promenade in the park. She had felt nothing—not
inside her, nor out. She hadn't felt cold. She hadn't felt warm. And when the
spring sun had hit her face, it had been nothing but pale light.
This man had made her into dark gray stone, from the surface of her skin to the
center of her soul. No nerves. No hopes. No
future.
"I didn't come here to tell you what I want," she said firmly.
She wanted never again to have to fill another man's bed, telling falsehoods
with her body until her mind could no longer track her own desires. She wanted
to rid herself of the murk and the mire that had filled her. This life had bound
her as effectively as if she were a falcon tied by a leather shackle, and she
wanted to be free.
She steepled her fingers. "You've offered a reward to the woman who seduces Sir
Mark Turner."
These words had an immediate effect. Weston sucked his breath in. "How did you
know that was me? I thought I kept that quiet." He looked at her. "It's supposed
to be
quiet. It's no good if I ruin the man at the expense of my own
reputation."
She shrugged. "A little research. There's not much secrecy among courtesans."
"I shouldn't have bothered. A reward of three hundred pounds, and the finest
whores in all of London have failed. Don't tell me
you're thinking of
taking him on, Jess."
She met his gaze without flinching.
"You
are thinking of it." Weston's lip curled. "Of course you are.
You're between protectors. Honestly, Jess. If you're that desperate for funds,
I'll take you back."
After what he'd done to her six months ago, the offer should have made her skin
crawl. As it was, the proposition felt like nothing more than the cold gray of
shadow.
She should have yearned for justice. She should have wanted revenge. She should,
at a minimum, have wanted to extract something from him, of a size and shape to
fill the desolate wasteland of nothingness he'd left inside her.
But she'd learned years ago that there was no justice, not for a woman like her.
There was no way to crawl backward, to unravel the harms that had been done.
There were only small, timid paths to be found through tangled underbrush. If
you were lucky, you might hit upon one and escape the dark forest.
"It happens," she said, "that I have something none of those other women had."
Weston rubbed his chin. "Well, what is it?"
Desperation, she thought.
But what she said was, "Information. Sir Mark is returning to his boyhood home
for the summer—a small market town called Shepton Mallet. I gather he
wants to escape the adoring throngs for a period. He'll be away from his loving
public. Staying, not in his brother's mansion, packed with servants, but in an
isolated house, with only a few villagers to come by and take care of his
needs."
"That's not precisely a secret."
"With nobody watching him, he'll have the opportunity to stray from his
righteous path. He wouldn't dare, here in London—he's the center of
everyone's attention. Out there ...?" She trailed off suggestively. "At a very
minimum, I should like the chance to try."
(Continues...)
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