Foreword 11(4)
Steven Curtis Chapman
Prologue 15(6)
Beth Moore
1 Winter
21(2)
2 Not My Plan
23(4)
3 Coloring inside the Lines
27(8)
4 Tarzan and Jane
35(7)
5 When the Puppy Eats Your Birth Control Pills
42(5)
6 Smoke Signals
47(6)
7 "Ladies and Gentlemen, Please Welcome...Caleb!"
53(2)
8 I Will Be Here
55(4)
9 Crying in the Bathroom at Chuck E. Cheese
59(5)
10 My Friend Prozac
64(8)
11 With Hope
72(5)
12 Laughter
77(7)
13 When Love Takes You In
84(5)
14 Show Hope
89(5)
15 I'm Signing, You're Signing, We're All Signing
94(8)
16 Rambo Goes to China
102(9)
17 Fingerprints of God
111(4)
18 I Just Met a Girl Named Maria
115(6)
19 I'm Divin' In!
121(7)
20 Cinderellas Everywhere
128(5)
21 February 20th
133(4)
22 May 21, 2008
137(11)
23 Not As It Should Be
148(4)
24 See
152(7)
25 Jesus Will Meet You There
159(5)
26 Sown in Tears
164(8)
27 Beauty Will Rise
172(8)
28 Goodbye...
180(6)
29 The New Normal
186(5)
30 "We Can Do Hard"
191(6)
31 The Unhappiest Place on Earth
197(4)
32 October 4, 2008
201(6)
33 Journaling, Blogging, and Sobbing
207(13)
34 Spring Breaks
220(6)
35 Ready or Not
226(7)
36 Balloons, Lady Bugs, and May 21
233(7)
37 New Songs
240(3)
38 Maria's Big House of Hope
243(9)
39 Kissing the Fat
252(9)
40 Year Endings and New Beginnings
261(8)
41 Spring is Coming
269(6)
Acknowledgments 275