Author's Note xiii
PROLOGUE Ancestors 1
1 Leaving Home 5
2 Father 14
3 Phan Thiet 19
4 Mother 28
5 Dalat Days 32
6 The Mid-Autumn Festival 41
7 Sea Grubs 49
8 Saigon Night 51
9 Cricket Fight 57
10 The Recruiter 64
11 Hoi and I 71
12 The Draft 80
13 The Orphan 91
14 Famine 97
15 The Famine Soup 99
16 The Flood 105
17 The Ambush 107
18 The Last Magistrate 120
19 The Democratic Republic of Vietnam 124
20 The Trap 129
21 The Algerian 144
22 The Resistance Fighter 154
23 The Tet Offensive 164
24 The Executioner 172
25 Old Friends 184
26 The Champagne Bottle 200
27 The Slave 210
28 A Lull of Silence 213
29 Crossing the French Line 220
30 The Fall of Saigon 226
31 The Widower 241
32 The Capture 251
33 The Peasant Girl 267
34 Reeducation 276
35 Farewell, Hanoi 284
36 The Release 294
Bibliography 299
Acknowledgments 301