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Chapter 1 Grandma's House On cold winter nights, my childhood bedroom would get well below freezing. The furnace in our old house worked, but the cracks around the windows let air in, and the holes in the roof where the squirrels gathered made sure any heat we did generate quickly escaped. Since the only heat vents were on the main level, by the time you made it to the bedrooms on the second floor it felt like you were walking around outside. The floors were made from skinny wooden planks that creaked when you walked. When it was that cold it was like walking on ice, but wearing my socks inside the house would get me in trouble, because my mom didn't want to deal with dirty socks. "C.J.!" she'd holler up the stairs. "You know better than to have those white socks on in the house. You're gonna have sock feet!" To avoid "sock feet" I would quickly run from room to room, hurrying to get to the warmest place in the house: my bed. It was covered with big, beautiful quilts my mom used to sew from the scraps from her old work suits and blue jeans and wool coats. I had four or five of them layered one on top of another, creating a mountain of covers on my bed. They were so heavy I had to slide my feet in near my pillow and burrow my way under. Eventually I got a space heater, too, courtesy of Mr. Eugene, my mom's second husband. I wasn't a fan of Mr. Eugene. They'd gotten married about a year before, and in all the pictures from their wedding I'm this grumpy seven-year-old hanging around in the back of the frame, a big frown on my face. My new stepfather was a fast-talking preacher who always kept a Bible close by and usually walked everywhere he went. I liked that he made my mom laugh, but I didn't trust him. Mr. Eugene was always looking for a way to save a dollar--or "cut corners," as my grandad would say. Whether it was tattered clothes from a thrift store or junk from a back alley, Mr. Eugene would snatch things up and bring them home for us to use. One day Mr. Eugene walked through the door carrying this busted-up floor heater with a frayed power cord that he must have pulled out of the trash. "I'm sure this still works," he said, as he hauled the old thing into the house. "We can use it in Charlie's room." He pulled out some electrical tape and wrapped it around the hole in the cord. Then he hauled it up the stairs and down the hallway and set it up near the foot of my bed. When he plugged it in, sparks flew and there was a loud POP! Then the power went out. My mother stared at him, worried, but Mr. Eugene waved her off. "Ain't nothing wrong with this heater!" he huffed as he went down to the basement to throw the circuit breaker and put the power back on. When he did, the floor heater slowly hummed to life, eventually getting so hot that my skin burned if I got too close to it. I was grateful for the heat, but I didn't trust that thing. I couldn't forget the pop of that spark. The way it was always buzzing and cutting out was not reassuring. The fact that my old bedroom door always jammed and got stuck, that wasn't great, either. Mr. Eugene was the whole reason we were living in a run-down old house with squirrels in the roof in the first place. My mom and dad had split up when I was a couple years old. After their divorce, my mom and I moved around a lot, eventually settling in a little apartment in South Louisville for a few years. I loved that apartment. It was just the two of us playing endless games of Uno and her watching me ride my Big Wheel around the parking lot. It was home. All that changed the day she met Mr. Eugene. He started coming around more and more, and so did his older son and two daughters. Then my baby cousin Bianca moved in with us while her mom, one of my older cousins, got on her feet. So my mom and Mr. Eugene went house hunting, and pretty soon we were moving into this ancient wooden house from the 1920s at 35th and Market in the West End. The first time I saw it, my heart sank. It was big--big enough that it had been carved up into three apartments that now needed to be converted back into a single-family home. But it had been abandoned, left to the squatters and the elements. There was junk all over the lawn, broken appliances, rotted wood and shattered glass, pieces of furniture left behind by the previous tenants or squatters. Inside, every couple steps you'd come across a roach or a mouse dropping. Off the living room was a huge closet filled to the ceiling with old tires, pieces of chairs, bricks, and dirty mops. A rank odor followed you from room to room. But my mom is a visionary. She sees only the potential in things, so we moved in, and she rolled up her sleeves and put on some gloves and set to work making a home. With every step through that dilapidated house, her smile grew. Everywhere I saw a problem, Mom saw an opportunity. She'd walk to a corner, wave her arm across the room, and describe everything she could do with it. Everywhere there was blight, she saw the chance to turn it into something beautiful. And when I looked at the house through her eyes, she was right. Every room had original hardwood floors. Underneath the dust and debris, the dining room had wood trim and brass finishes that looked like something you'd see in the movies. Out on the front porch there was this old, rotted, rickety swing hanging from rusted chains. My mom took one look and blurted out with joy, "We can sit out here and watch the sun set!" After we moved in, weeds were pulled, mops were pushed, paint was rolled, and piles of trash were loaded up and carried out. It took some time, but in the end we had a place that felt like home. Mom even restored the old wooden floors throughout the house. By the time she was done they shined like new. It wasn't perfect, but it was ours. Then, one week before Christmas, not long after I turned eight, I'd crawled up under my mountain of covers and drifted off to sleep with the orange glow of Mr. Eugene's heater flickering at the foot of my bed next to the closet. It was toasty, but as the night went on it got hotter than it had ever been, so much so that the heat wrenched me out of my sleep. As I opened my eyes, everything was blurry, but I could sense a thick haze in the room, like a cloud glowing orange. I scratched my head and started rubbing my eyes. Then the smell hit me. This wasn't a dream. I bolted upright, and the whole room snapped into focus. Sparks had leapt from the heater into my closet, sending my clothes up in a tower of flames that stood between me and the door. A sheet of fire was slowly creeping its way to the edge of the mountain of blankets that covered me. I screamed, "Mama! Mama! My room is on fire!" I screamed it over and over again, sweat pouring down my face, but no one responded. No one could hear me. I looked over at my window but realized right away that jumping from the second story wasn't an option. I turned and looked back through the flames to the door. It was closed tight, which meant it was surely stuck. I knew I didn't have any choice. My survival instincts kicked in. I threw off the covers, stood up on the bed, got my balance, and jumped for it. And I made it, crashing into the door on the far side of the flames. I didn't even stop to see if I'd been burned. Petrified that the door would be jammed shut like it always was, I grabbed the doorknob with both hands and yanked on it with all my might. Miraculously, it swung right open, as if there were angels looking out for me. I ran down the hall and into Mom's room, screaming the whole way. Mr. Eugene woke up first, groggy and rubbing his eyes. "What's going on, Charlie?" he said. I tried to tell him my room was on fire, but, agitated from being woken up, he didn't hear a word I was saying. He cut me off and told me to go back to bed. I kept screaming at my mom that there was a fire and she needed to get up. Her eyes flew open, and it was like she understood me in her sleep, because she woke up screaming, "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!" as she jumped out of bed and burst out of the room to grab little Bianca out of her crib. Mr. Eugene finally got up as well. Completely misreading the peril of the situation, he took his little cup from his nightstand to get some water from the bathroom to try and put the fire out. My mom wasn't about to stop and debate him on the matter. She yelled at me from Bianca's room down the hall, "C.J.! Get downstairs! Right! Now!" She didn't have to tell me twice. I ran down the hallway and all the way down the stairs, and as I got to the bottom I could hear my mother coming right behind me. I turned and looked up and she came flying through the air. She'd jumped the last ten steps, cradling Bianca in her arms as she glided to the landing, falling to the floor and twisting her body to avoid landing on Bianca before rolling up to her feet by the front door. The whole thing seemed like it had happened in slow motion. Neither of them even got a scratch. Running to the kitchen, Mom grabbed the phone and made two calls, the first to 911 and the second to my grandad. Then we ran outside and stood in the street and watched our house burn. Excerpted from From the Hood to the Holler: A Story of Separate Worlds, Shared Dreams, and the Fight for America's Future by Charles Booker All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.