A Note to the Reader ix
Prologue 1(8)
PART ONE THE ARRANGED MARRIAGE
1 The Chessboard
9(18)
2 Bullied into Belief
27(17)
3 Warning Signals
44(29)
4 Blogs, Bastards, and Heretics
73(18)
PART TWO THE FALL FROM GRACE
5 Conversations with Little Satan
91(20)
6 Infidelity
111(24)
PART THREE THE PAINFUL HEARTBREAK
7 How She Really Lost Her Virtue
135(31)
8 Infatuated with Atheism
166(25)
9 Discovering the Dark Side
191(20)
PART FOUR THE MESSY DIVORCE
10 No More Mercy
211(18)
11 Loneliness
229(14)
PART FIVE THE RECONCILIATION
12 My Three-Eyed Beauty
243(20)
13 Tradition, Modernity, and My Beloved
263(21)
14 (Revolution
284(28)
Epilogue 312(9)
Acknowledgments 321