Preface xii
silent cries
1(5)
teetering on the edge
6(9)
secret recipes
15(4)
the burning
19(3)
wrong number
22(3)
no brakes
25(4)
the new game
29(5)
new discoveries, new hope
34(6)
the whispered prayer
40(4)
holidays without home
44(7)
manipulation
51(10)
the new man
61(5)
murdered
66(2)
return of the knowing
68(5)
taking chances
73(7)
backfire
80(6)
hazard
86(6)
seaside splendor
92(7)
attacked
99(6)
a different way
105(10)
mystified and bewildered
115(5)
cinderella
120(6)
bait n switch
126(4)
the hunt for Toni
130(3)
intuition
133(9)
confession
142(8)
dragon slayer
150(5)
the oppressor
155(3)
lovely daffodils
158(4)
bliss & agony
162(8)
song of hope
170(5)
sacred trust
175(3)
bloody sunday
178(6)
a new home for new holes
184(6)
redemption
190(4)
bitter sweet
194(5)
great expectations
199(6)
the awakening
205(4)
the shattering
209(4)
aftermath
213(4)
enlightenment
217(4)
epilogue: blossoming branches 221(5)
about the authors 226(1)
acknowledgments 227(4)
photo history 231